Saturday, March 17, 2012

Doldrums

I feel null these times. It happens at least once a year or so. When you reach the doldrums of enthusiasm to live your life and to do something about it. You feel nothing, you know nothing, you are arrested by extreme lethargy, yet you are doing all that you should, but half-heartily and without asking questions.
Times like these are really boring, but that is not all about it- they are suffocating, and that is what makes you desperate to get out of it. I am in need of a new poison, something to hang out with, may be someone to spend time with. To be able to find a direction is to live a life.